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♥𝔡♥𝔦♥𝔢♥𝔰♥𝔢♥𝔩♥
✦ your gummybear addicted streamer
✦ colorado, USA
✦ hopeless nostalgic

status working on everything i put off

feeling perpetually tired

playing valorant 4evr

listening to

Welcome

together we're creating a cozy, chaotic, wholesome community of gamers who love animals, good food, and making memories with friends.

it has been

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My count-up

since diesel started stream muted

Coming up

GAMES	what are we 🎮
MOVIES	what are we 👀
EVENT	--------

Milestones

none of this is possible without you! tysm <3

4 Aug 2024 -- brand new carrd website launched thanks to the amazingly talented arunyi

14 Mar 2024 -- first charity/bday/anniversary stream [[raised $360 for 😻Alley Cat Rescue]]

Dec 2023 -- community challenge completed [[make me play scary game | 150,000 🍓]]

15 Feb 2023 -- RIP kasey my best friend, streaming partner, and best doggo ever 😭💔💔 (i still miss you)

6 April 2022 -- first community challenge completed [[🌵 cosplay stream | 15,000 🍓]]

16 Feb 2022 -- created youtube channel and uploaded first video 🤩

Nov 2021 to Feb 2022 -- 0 streams >> 1 a month >> 1 a week

07 Aug 2021 -- concussed 🤕🤕🤕 dropped streaming and living

01 Jun 2021 -- slid into affiliate 🎉🎯 hello emotes

02 Mar 2021 -- first stream ever

i'm just a girl who wants to relive summer break, playing games in my friend's basement and eating all the junkiest foods

i went from streaming on discord >> twitch for the free clip storage but im starting to take content creation more seriously because it motivates me to play more games and i meet fun people

𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘

i'm dieseldarling

^{i want to help you get all those health benefits from laughing every day}

i struggle with depression, overwhelm, anxiety, and the rest of the checklist so between the chaos and laughs on stream, i want to leave room for serious moments

life is tough and there will never be enough time to get through all the games, but let's start somewhere and keep going together ;

FOUNDING 114

those who took a risk and followed me in the first year... THANK YOU

MODS

crashingknight / coloradojoe / jumblybear / nichomas / graystarrr

STREAM SIS

harleyjayy_xo

FOLLOWERS

booobyfischer / ColoradoJoe / JumblyBear / Arcticglow / banangles / clumsyplum / razputin117 / ProfessorSurprise / Bambalmb / solisqrde / onionknightbeer / firerevex / Hi_Hi_Cutiepie / tiago588 / jrchaffles / gr33dyjay / mad_lem_ahn / cinder_aedus / Meowifier / crashingknight / nichomas / dan_mccgrew / ChrisSher / ZeroarcBrimthorn / enkognito / NekopoIitan / mattyleestewart / tananicole1 / MitcheeCostelo / thatfuryhorn / lliaaMC / graystarrr / keydget / nexusggez / MadDoctorWalsh / SisiBagel / Squirrels0 / OrangeGrinch / annieebell / OnlyBellaRemains / Scotty9m / TheMilitiaGames / bethanybird / harleyjayy_xo / KillEmAll4 / vanquisher_phantom / ethildur / MTech270 / Platinum_rain / RedEyesWhiteSwaggin / Athe0 / starflare_0 / SkyNoilaire / AdaSnitch / Xolec / Burgitron / ilyfearr / jc_grandpa / BeanbagGames / slothsyo / bloodscythe2 / piggysix / Mercilessytcod_mobile / raulzie / johndoedemondo / SilenceKTR / Goethe200 / Rafraud / SoleoWhite / ZuikoZokura / QualiDeadInside / bc_emeribriel671 / alpalgames / Littlerocker133 / Natesmithis / dinonuggie55 / goted13 / vtuberfingernails / MB17PT / AllFunNGamez / haloseraph / 622maverick / sharkbaitchevy / jake_the_neverland_pirate / SunnyxIsxHesitant / denisaqhx / 아레스게이머1234 / TheDoubleABattery / Sebert / Zephorra / AlexQueenBae / ognicki / FearJess / nickmcnab / xAnomaLee / KingSchreck / hidd3nhermit / HopefulEndevors / joogtheplug / wankam8 / bbmallow / acesneights39 / musicnentertainment / TriforceDad1984 / ToyzamME / mintiffancy / anthonythelopez69 / DCGalaxy / Rayonce_ / BeAsTxNYC / sweets_w / soniccreeperman / mzlonely / BluePineapple679

About

quick stats

wisdom: 30+ years
strengths: art, finding food, forgetting
weaknesses: water, cilantro
spiritual: †
political: no
activist for:

✦ clean the ocean
✦ harsher penalty for animal abuse
✦ put your cart away you filthy animal

Loves

♥ Jay crashingknight
♥ GUMMY BEARS
♥ animals
♥ waffle house
♥ keanu reeves
♥ interacting with chat
♥ camping
♥ cello
♥ iced coffee

Loathes

✘ puzzles
✘ being too hot
✘ cigarette butts thrown on the ground
✘ cilantro
✘ boba
✘ violins

Boundaries

╔ no NSFW content
║ don't hate on others
║ respect privacy
║ don't share personal info
║ backseating is okay
║ spoilers are not okay
╚ be a good person

streamfluences

these creators inspired me and some ♥ still ♥ inspire me to this day